Friday, February 6, 2009
..have you ever heard of that and thought, "that's not true..no one could feel guilty for surviving..."
Hmm..yep. We can.
And yes, I do.
For all those that are suffering with cancer..and I am not.
For all those with strife, stress and life not turning out the way it should be...and mine is.
For all those who don't have a soft place to fall..and I do.
For those who have lost their jobs...and I still have mine.
For all those that I cannot help, that I cannot change circumstances for, that I love...
I do feel guilty.
I laugh every day. I have that soft place to fall and people around me that take care of me, see to it that I do not go without, love me and honor my spirit.
I have pets, a safe car to drive, food in my cupboard, a home I can decorate and a husband that allows me to be...well..me.
I have a Mother-in-law that irons my blouses, lets the pups out, buys things she thinks I'll enjoy and laughs at my jokes.
I see my grandchildren, my children and my family. I can call them. I can get/send emails.
And my biggest worry is what I'll write in my blog tonight.
And yes, I feel guilty.
And at the same time...I feel blessed.... and thankful.
And I wonder...............